So many events happened to me this month.

Firstly, these credentials. I wanted to take back my credential at my old University, yet there's so many must have to do. Why do I have to ask a request for my TOR? Ughhh......

Secondly, my back ache! I had this pain at my back when I was sweeping on the floor, looking down to see if the dusts are moving away. Then, ouch! I suddenly felt a terrible, enormous, miserable pain in my spine! I simply can't move a muscle. If I want to bend, my thighs are also aching, as well as my bottom! Luckily for me, Mama sent me to an old expert healer. That old toothless man really burnt my back, he's using a hot burnt paper placed in a bottle, rubbing it on my delicate back and he continued to massage. How pitiful am I to see the other kids laughing at me whenever I squirmed, squealed and yelled in pain. Rotten kids!

Thirdly, my isolated brother. He never texted me and Mama ever since he started to study at his University called PATTS. He must be very busy, well unlike some people who only used to sit around in an internet cafe lazily. (OUCH!)

Finally, I barely visiting in an internet shop because Mama forbidden me to surf in the Internet. That's because 1. we had to be thrifty in cash and 2. I have to control myself from my internet addiction. No hard feelings for me at all.

Last month I pledged myself I am NOT going to draw anymore. But when time goes by, I can't stop thinking about the drawing instruments I missed so much. My pencil, colors, papers, everything. Just to imagine I cannot abandoned my own talent from many negative advice and disadvantages.

OH PETER! PETER KOWALSKI! How I missed you so! I wanted to hug you and kiss you from all I care! Every time I was isolated from everyone, I can't stop thinking about you! Oh I LOVE YOU! MWAH!